Still Here
Part 2, the Story behind "You never knew me"
[Verse 1]
There were years I learned to disappear
Smiling faces hiding fear
Answering every “How are you?”
With words that weren’t the truth
I became a master of pretending
Holding cracks together with my hands
While the world kept moving forward
And I was just trying to stand
Some nights felt endless
Some mornings hurt to wake
I carried storms inside me
No one else could see
[Pre-Chorus]
And there were moments
I was certain I would lose myself
Before I ever found my way
[Chorus]
I’m still here
After all the nights I thought would break me
Still here
After all the fears that tried to take me
There were days I couldn’t see tomorrow
Couldn’t imagine healing from the sorrow
But somehow through the darkness
I made it through the years
I’m still here
[Verse 2]
Hospital walls and waiting rooms
Conversations filled with silence
The weight of questions
No one knew how to answer
I looked okay from far away
But distance hides a lot of pain
Every laugh was carrying secrets
Every smile was fighting rain
I kept searching
For a reason not to fall apart
For a voice that understood
What I couldn’t put into words
[Pre-Chorus]
And somewhere in the noise
I heard stories that sounded like mine
And for the first time
I didn’t feel alone
[Chorus]
I’m still here
After all the nights I thought would break me
Still here
After all the fears that tried to take me
There were days I couldn’t see tomorrow
Couldn’t imagine healing from the sorrow
But somehow through the darkness
I made it through the years
I’m still here
[Bridge]
When you spoke about your demons
I stopped being ashamed of mine
When you showed the truth behind the spotlight
I stopped hiding mine
You never knew my name
Never knew the battles I was fighting
But your honesty became a light
In places hope stopped shining
You never knew me
But your story reached my life
And when I couldn’t carry everything
Your words helped me survive
[Final Chorus]
I’m still here
Not because the road was easy
Not because I never fell apart
Not because I never lost my way
I’m still here
Because somewhere along the journey
I learned that broken isn’t lost
That falling isn’t failing
That fear isn’t surrender
And though you never knew me
And maybe you never will
Your story helped me keep writing mine
I’m still here
And for the first time
I believe I always will be